So anyway, that was me this afternoon. Admittedly I do have full license to be stressed right now... I had three midterms last week, my pre-op yesterday which meant a one day down one day back trip to Toronto, two midterms coming up this week, and then my surgery. So yes, my life is crazy, but usually I can handle it... I just keep moving forward and I seem to eventually get through. But today, this afternoon, I just all of a sudden couldn't handle it. Part of it is that I just really, really need a break... (Nothing long, I would be happy with a day!) But, that is not going to happen for a while, probably not until Christmas.
But Emily, I hear you say, what about after surgery? Well all I have to say is have you ever recovered from surgery? Well neither have I, but I can imagine that it is not really that restful. So that doesn't count.
And maybe you think I am being whiny when I say that right now my life is really hard and maybe compared to some, my life is easy, but right now for me it is hard.
But, I am really enjoying school (when it is not trying to kill me); I am so happy that my surgery is finally happening, and that I can begin to heal; my family is amazing, and loves me so much (even when I freak out :P); the fall colours are so beautiful where I am right now; and I know that God is always looking out for me, even when I feel overwhelmed.
I just need to remember to take one day at a time, and not worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow is a new day. Maybe that sounds a little too trite but it is just so true :)
|I am hoping that tomorrow looks something like this :)|